When Did We Start Living By Habit?

Since the elementary school we are taught that people are the perfect animals. First we think, calculate things, then rethink, and lastly we do. We invent things, destroy them, and then build something again, but no matter how hard we try, we can’t really fly like the birds. Yes, the birds, those simple animals. We won’t ever let our dreams dictate anything at all, because we try to be realists. I because of the fact we are such, we watch as our lives are slowly fading away.
The more we try to become some kind of superhuman beings, the more inhumane we become. We may have complex machines and major buildings, but we don’t have any dreams, because we have run them into a program a long time ago. Our mind is busy only with the electricity bills, with the decoration of our home, with our children’s education and with the food we have to buy for the dog. And that’s that.
Well, I have a news for you. This is not a life but a track from which there is no exit.
I have always been condemned for the fact that I don’t follow the herd. I am not getting married; I have always wanted a job, which most of the people won’t choose ever; I don’t make home-cooked meals just because I have to. Well, my friends, I am not a rebel, I am not a hater, and I am not an emancipated, self-absorbed and lonely spinster. I am what I am, I have my own track, but I also like exploring some new territories. And because I prefer being happy instead of being always right.
I don’t give a toss if people think I am crazy when trying to fly along with the birds. This makes me smile, even if it doesn’t exactly go in the “have to” codex of life. And after all, who is the one determining what has to be and has not to be done? God? Sorry, guys, but I don’t believe in the church as an institution. The conventional ways? Let them go to hell. I am a human being, not a herd animal.
And until the moment when someone will try to milk me, and I will dream and I will go running with handfuls of life. Because in my life, that’s the way it is – my heart rules my minds, and not the opposite.